I don't know

Why...? I'm trying to be good person, i'm trying to know what is my religion.. One year's ago i told you to never did those activity.. and you accept it, because without it we can be a good person. When you want to do that, i always stop you and you agree with that.. But now since we are stop care each other to become the person that we wanted to be . I never control you anymore, i just hopping that you will be the person that i wanted. But,.. Why would you do that? It's only a couple of months and you already forget what you say .. you say you never did that again .. and whats now? Are you happy doing that? Are you feeling free again? It's enough i would never wanted to know your activity anymore.. The more i know , the less my feel about you. I hope the best for you .